Sunday, December 11, 2011

Desperate Plea for Donations

First, thank you. I am grateful for all we have received and recognize times are difficult for all of us. So I know what I am asking when I say please, if Pinuki's story has touched your heart, make a donation to her. You can contribute through PayPal using the widget to the right. If every person who has reached out to Pinuki gave even one dollar, it would make a significant difference in her life. Every single penny will be used to pay off her veterinary bills making it possible to keep her in her home.

You can also send a donation to the clinic where she had her surgery: [Please make sure you let them know it is for Pinuki] 
VCA Veterinary Referral Associates/Dr. David Saylor
500 Perry Parkway
Gaithersburg, MD 20877
Melody Mendelsohn, Client Services (accounts receivable) 301-926-3300, extension #1114 or via e-mail at melody.mendelsohn@vcahospitals.com

In the last nine months, I have paid and incurred debt equal to a year's salary attending to Pinuki's health needs.That does not include the generous donations Pinuki received from you. I applied for financial aid to several animal welfare foundations and only one was able to make a small contribution. I still have not replaced my heat-pump and am using a space heater to keep us warm. Kalu is still not spayed. If I sound desperate and begging, I am...and grateful in advance.

Catching Up

Nine months and three days after the bleeding began, Pinuki had a rhinotomy. All nasal structures within both of Pinuki's nasal cavities were surgically removed in hopes of resolving the chronic epistaxis (nosebleeds). The decision to have the surgery was a difficult one. I based it on the following facts:
  1. The Natural Hydrocortisone (NHC), even at a high dose, was no longer preventing the bleeds;
  2. The NHC was causing gastrointestinal bleeding (at all doses);
  3. The bleeds were getting worse.
  4. Pinuki was anemic.
  5. Pinuki needed a third blood transfusion.
  6. The surgery "solves the epistaxis in most cases of intermittent epistaxis of unknown origin."  http://books.google.co.in/books?id=6fO5tHfCX10C&pg=PA79&lpg=PA79&dq=management+of+intermittent+epistaxis+of+unknown+origin&source=bl&ots=jAnLQQokxa&sig=O2JP36h49Ol4go-V6CpxKF3g-ho&hl=en&ei=HRnMTt2nN-Hb0QH84rQN&sa=X&oi=book_result&ct=result&resnum=1&ved=0CCYQ6AEwAA#v=onepage&q=management%20of%20intermittent%20epistaxis%20of%20unknown%20origin&f=false
  7. At some point, Pinuki will develop enough of an immune response to transfusions that there will be no useable blood available to her. She has had four blood transfusions already.
  8. We cannot "bank" her blood because of the anemia and even if we could, it would have a self life of 42 days.
  9. She is able to clot and produce new healthy red blood cells.
  10. Even after nine months, but for the epistaxis and anemia (secondary to the epistaxis), Pinuki's overall health has remained good. Pinuki has no other signs of illness. To see videos of Pinuki, before the surgery: https://picasaweb.google.com/102756076755266210672/PinukiBeforeRhinotomy?authkey=Gv1sRgCL7NpdaG_JCj7gE
  11. I could not euthanize her looking and acting as she is.
  12. No other viable treatments were suggested.
When I dropped Pinuki off for the surgery, she was greeted by several strangers inquiring about the breed, cooing over how beautiful she is, and expressing shock that she is eight years old. Because of her small size and behavior, they thought she was a puppy. It was exactly the affirmation I needed that I had made the right decision. But when I first saw her after the surgery, my heart broke yet again for her. She looked awful and I was filled with regret

A lot can change in five days. Nuki is getting stronger each day and appears to be healing nicely. Her appetite is returning. Her stools are less dark. She has not had a nosebleed. Please keep her in your thoughts and prayers. This has been such a long journey so I struggle to remain even cautiously optimistic this will work.

Monday, November 21, 2011

This Moment

...not as desperate. This morning I awoke to black diarrhea but minimal bleeding. The diarrhea was from the increased dose of Natural Hydrocortisone. I cut back on the dosage. Bleeding was self contained so I was able to go to work. It's bad when screening child abuse referrals feels like a break. I came home to minimal, self-limited bleeding. I still don't know what to do...

Dr. Saylor sent an e-mail writing: The most effective way to stop the bleeding would be a rhinotomy with complete removal of all nasal tissue of the left side or both and then spray the site with SurgiFoam. Cost would depend upon time in surgery and postop recovery especially if a transfusion is needed. Uncomplicated and home the next day would be ~ $2500. 

In response to a question regarding the procedure, Dr.Saylor wrote, If I knew for sure that the procedure would stop the bleeding I would be jumping up and down to get it done. It effectively removes all nasal tissue and should stop the bleeding but since we don't know the cause I can't tell you that it is 100% guaranteed. 

Sunday, November 20, 2011

I Can't

...do this anymore. She won't stop bleeding. The licking and congestion are driving me crazy. I have no more money. I can't euthanize her. I can't take care of her - I have to work. It has been nine months. I have no life. I can't take this anymore. I need help. Is there anyone who can care for her?

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Home

Nuki's home and doing well. She hemorrhaged from her left nostril for nearly two days. The longest bleed so far. She was hospitalized and transfused. The bleeding finally subsided. More details when we all get some sleep. Today is the 8th month anniversary of the MRI and Nuki's first nosebleed.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Halloween

Pinuki started a nosebleed at 10PM last night. She has been bleeding for nearly 20 hours. I am waiting to hear from the vet. Why won't my dog stop bleeding!!!!!! Where can I get her help?

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Nearly Eight Months

...and Pinuki continues to bleed daily. For a time, after starting the natural hydrocortisone, I rarely saw signs of external bleeding. However, her gums were really pale and lab results indicated she had anemia. Dr. Maniet said she was bleeding internally, or through the nose, and I just did not see it. Within the last couple of weeks, Nuki has been having bloody nasal discharge daily, and nosebleeds several times. She continues to be anemic but her lab results have improved some. We continue to treat with 10mg of natural hydrocortisone three times a day. That is a very low dose. We are trying three combination herbal remedies by New Vita http://www.newvita.com/default.asp to stop the bleeding: Immuny II , 4 Blead, and Pancris Ease. They are not working, expensive and when we finish this month's supply, I hope there is something new to try. Frankly, I think the vets are out of ideas. Nuki gets a slippery elm soup for gastric upset. She also gets an iron supplement and two other supplements: Blood and Energy Support, and Liver Assist http://naturalpetrx.com/categories.php. I give her probiotics. After eight months of bleeding, aside from the anemia (which is secondary to the bleeding), Pinuki's overall health has not deteriorated. She looks great and acts happy, energetic and full of life; appetite is excellent. We walk daily (over two miles several days a week). Sometimes we do strengthening exercises on her "peanut." She seems healthier than she has been in months. I continue to research daily. I need to get back to work now, but I will try to write more soon. Thanks so much for caring.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Bad News

The results of Nuki's Complete Blood Count indicate that her hematocrit has dropped and she is anemic. Apparently, she continues to bleed, I am just not seeing it. I need to sit with this news for a bit and have a good cry. I will provide more details soon. 

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Natural Cortisone Update

I apologize for taking so long to post. I guess the last five months finally caught up with me. I am still not feeling one hundred percent. Thirty one days ago I started a fast (for cleansing and the additional benefit of saving some money). I am on day 31 without any solid food. I am starting to feel better and can actually fit into my clothes again. Thank God because I certainly cannot afford to buy new ones!  But you are looking for Pinuki updates....

I cancelled the last veterinary appointment. At the time she was stable and for economic reasons I am trying to prioritize appointments. Nuki continues on the doxycycline - 150mg twice a day. She was given 60mg of natural hydrocortisone for two weeks. The majority of that time I saw no evidence of external bleeding. Most concerning symptoms "faded" over time. Thursday we halved the dosage of natural hydrocortisone to 30mg twice a day. She continued to do well. Yesterday, I tried her on one dose and this morning it was clear she needed both. Perhaps not that dosage, but she needs the medication twice a day. As grateful as I am there is no obvious bleeding, it is hard having her on a steroid. In someways, this is the sickest she has been. Her thirst has increased as has her urine output. She is ravenous and thin ("boney" thin). Her coat is oily and she sweats. She does not want to go for walks (I don't know if it is because she wants to get back to her source of food, or lethargy). I am most concerned about the color of her gums. One night they were nearly white! I started feeding her calves liver again - 1/2 a cup a day. I am giving her heme iron polypeptide. I am also giving 100% organic carrot juice. I bought a can of beans for her, but when I opened it up, there was liquid but no beans! [Yet another mystery to ponder!]  In other words, I am trying to give foods to support healing. Her gums have become pinker, but not much. [The picture to the right is a good representation of the current color of her gums and tongue]. According to Dr. Pema at VHC, it takes two weeks, once bleeding stops, for red blood cells to replenish. 

So, we are off to see Dr. Maniet on Tuesday afternoon.

Friday, August 12, 2011

It Has Been A While

I have been sick for about a week...Nuki has not had any obvious external bleeding for at least five days. She continues to have intermittent, primarily left-sided nasal discharge. When I check, it is clear and watery. Her thirst has increased, which is a normal side effect of the medication. She has lost weight which may be the result of some adjustments made to her diet. I was actually trying to take off the weight she had gained, but now I think she is too thin. I have increased the amounts I am feeding. The plan is to continue the doxy. And, on Thursday, I will reduce the natural hydrocortisone daily dose to half. What is most concerning at this point is, despite the cessation of bloody nasal discharge, Pinuki's gums are pale, her stools are darker than normal (although this morning they were less dark) and she is lethargic. It appears that her hematocrit has fallen and she is anemic. I had stopped giving her raw calves liver and the heme iron polypeptide supplement. Dr. Maniet recommended I bring Nuki in for a follow-up appointment and Complete Blood Count. We have an appointment on Monday afternoon. I am concerned she is bleeding internally. Can an external bleed become internal? I don't even know if that question makes sense.

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Ut Oh

Bloody nasal discharge, a trickle this morning. It appears the medication needs to take affect. I actually feel badly taking you on this roller coaster ride with us. I want to keep you up to date - you have been so kind, but I certainly understand , for whatever reason, if you do not continue reading this.

Saturday, August 6, 2011

DON"T PANIC YET

...don't panic yet; don't panic yet. Two minutes ago I saw blood in the corner of Nuki's left nostril. It was right around the time I needed to give her the second daily doses of hydrocortisone and doxy. I immediately did so. The vet said, when she prescribed the hydrocortisone, I can give it three times a day, depending on symptoms.

I am becoming paranoid about writing good things in the posts. If one were superstitious, one could surmise it jinxes things...

Maybe Not So Crazy

Spikes in blood pressure can cause nasal bleeding, and stress and excitement can prolong it.

A Theory

...as good as any at this point (although I suspect many will be skeptical if not down right dismissive). Nonetheless, I propose Pinuki's stress system malfunctioned triggering an inflammatory process that resulted in the epistaxis. Of course, I am not the first person to suggest stress causes illness. I am simply proposing that it may be the cause of Nuki's illness. 

Normally, when a dog experiences a stressor (or anxiety),  it triggers a primal physical response. From deep within the dog's brain, a chemical signal speeds stress hormones through the bloodstream, priming her body to be alert and ready to escape or fight "danger." The increase in hormones affects breathing rate (which increases), heart rate and blood pressure go up [which we know definitively can cause nosebleeds], and digestion stops. Thought processes change; concentration becomes more focused and reaction time faster. Muscles are fueled, and strength and agility increases so the dog can fight or flee to ensure her survival. When the stressful situation ends, hormonal signals switch off the stress response and the body returns to normal. 

I believe Pinuki inherited, through her genes, a stress system that tends to over respond to even minor threats. She can be described as "hypersensitive." I know for sure at least one of her litter mates has a similar disposition. So, I have a vulnerable dog who, starting in May 2010, began to experience several significant stressors including:
  1. Family member, Kipu, a Tibetan Spaniel (with Pinuki since she joined our family), had what appeared to be a mini stroke. It lasted seconds, Kipu was evaluated, there appeared to be nothing wrong and she seemed to return to normal.
  2. A little over a week later, while on our after dinner walk, Kipu collapses and was dead an hour later.
  3. Pinuki had a significant grief response (vocalizing as if crying) for days.
  4. Pinuki also had increased anxiety. She depended a lot on Kipu for security. Her confidence waned and she appeared lost. 
  5. Pinuki also experienced a lot of fear during that time related to lights spontaneously tuning on and staying on for days and other electrical disturbances the two or three weeks following Kipu's death (I know how it sounds but go with it or skip to #6). She could not settle down.
  6. For sometime after the loss, I was unable to maintain our regular routine and provide the stability Pinuki needed (I did not realize that at the time).
  7. The arrival of a new family member, 9 week old Kalu, in September.
  8. New neighbors moved in above us. They create daily noise disturbances that scare Pinuki.
  9. In November we began the process of exploring the cause of Nuki's intermitant rear left-sided limping. Ultimately, I tried conservative management for a cruciate ligament injury (which I now know was old and had already healed). Pinuki's activity was extremely limited for eight weeks (out to eliminate only).
  10. In February, Pinuki had her first episode of excruciating pain triggered by what we ultimately learned was the large lipoma on her neck.
  11. It took her awhile to understand that moving her neck was triggering the pain and she was clearly not only in pain, but scared for days.
  12. Between February and March she had bloodwork, x-rays, needle biopsies and an orthopedic evaluation.
  13. And then on March 3, the MRI and the first nosebleed. An animal communicator said Nuki was terrified by the experieince; that she was not fully anesthetized during the procedure; she was scared by pounding noises and afraid of dying. 
  14. Daily nosebleeds which clearly weakened and depressed her.
  15. Violent sneezing that threw her neck out again causing a second episode of excruciating pain lasting days.
  16. And more bloodwork, x-rays, medications, treatments, diet and supplement changes, emergency visits, blood transfusions, CT scan, rhinoscopy, nasal biopsy, ligation of her carotid artery, abdominal ultrasound, conversations with animal communicators. I am sure there are things I am forgetting.
  17. At one point during all this Kalu becomes sick and could barely move. For nearly a week she sleeps.
  18. And I am a wreck.
And there was not much to reduce her stress. Exercise was minimal, if at all, because of the risk it would trigger a bleed. Because of the bleeds, she received minimal physical affection from her two-legged friends - one of her favorite things. My heart breaks as I consider all this. 

So, for Pinuki, the stress hasn't let up. Stress hormones continue to wash through her system in high levels, never leaving her blood and tissues. The stress response that gives her the speed and endurance to escape life-threatening dangers as been running constantly and has yet to shut down. The long-term activation of her stress system made her especially vulnerable to illness.

A malfunctioning stress system can cause inflammation. There is some evidence Nuki has been experiencing "low grade" inflammation for years, including  clear, nasal, primarily left-sided, discharge. Intermittently. [Here is where I am really speculating]. I suggest  that when Nuki experienced extreme metabolic disequilibrium, it increased the inflammation and manifested where she was already vulnerable, her left nostril.

And that is why, the Doxycycline worked some; not for its antibiotic properties, but its anti-inflammatory properties. And, if I am right, if my theory is possible, that is why the natural hydrocortisone may actually help Pinuki heal. Natural hydrocortisone a.k.a. cortisone is a man-made version of Cortisol one of the hormones of the stress system that helps to "swtich off" inflammatory responses. Giving cortisone will help Nuki's metabolism return to a state of equilibrium.

So, Nuki stays on the natural hydrocortisone for two weeks to reduce the inflammation and begin to restore metabolic equilibrium. Then we begin weaning her, ideally off, the hydrocortisone or to a minimal dosage that prevents bleeding. We decide what we should do about the Doxy. We treat Nuki's anxiety giving her a chance to relax and recuperate. I incur no more debt or expenses. I teach Kalu some manners. And we live happily ever after. The end...of the nosebleed chapter.

You can't say I haven't considered all the "scientific" explanations...It is as plausible as anything at this point. 

Are You Sitting Down

Pinuki has not had a nosebleed since Thursday morning! She has not had bloody nasal discharge since Thursday! All day yesterday and so far today, Pinuki has not had any visible blood coming from her nose! Everybody exhale and keep your fingers crossed, praying, and thinking good thoughts...

Friday, August 5, 2011

Hopeful

Today is the beginning of the third day Nuki is on natural hydrocortisone. Day 1 and 2, she had the usual morning nosebleeds. Day 2 I did not notice any bloody discharge the rest of the day. This morning, no nosebleed so far! Typically, she would have had a nose bleed by now. She is thirstier than usual (which is to be expected) and may be a bit lethargic (hard to distinguish if it is heat related, or something else). She is also on 150mg of doxy twice a day and I have been giving her slippery elm "soup" http://www.holvet.net/slippery_soup.html  and probiotics to address and/or prevent gastric upset.

If Nuki continues to do well on the natural hydrocortisone, we will continue it for two weeks. Then we will cut back to the minimal dose needed to treat the epistaxis. I am extremely uncomfortable having her on a steroid, but I am also uncomfortable with her bleeding daily. I have not found much on the internet about natural hydrocortisone so if anyone knows anything, please share with me. I actually feel like dancing - really! But I must admit, I hesitate to celebrate just yet. For now I am grateful, prayerful and feel a little less desperate. I might actually think about something else besides Nuki today.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

Where We Are Now

Pinuki is now eight years old. She did spend her birthday with her friends at Veterinary Holistic Care. It has been over five months since she has been bleeding. Kalu is demanding attention in the naughtiest of ways. I am exhausted; too exhausted to write anything "original" right now. So to catch you up, please read the excerpt from an e-mail I just sent to Drs. Maniet and Saylor. Much of the "research" information I got from Mary Straus through her website Dogaware http://dogaware.com/index.html. I have removed the names of the veterinarians whose information I forwarded because I have not asked their permission to disclose their identities.

Piniki had a full day of the new treatment plan. The only significant difference so far is increased thirst. She had nosebleeds yesterday morning and this morning – not as bad as Tuesday morning. Throughout the day she had bloody nasal discharge off and on. She continues to have signs of allergy – nasal congestion, discharge from the eyes, watery discharge from both nostrils.

I am not sure I remember this correctly, but did you say if there is no change in symptoms after 3 days, we would stop the natural hydrocortisone? What do you think about adding an anti-anxiety medication? I have some NutriCalm and can finish it. However, at this point the cost is prohibitive. Perhaps I could give the NutriCalm until it runs out (about 10 days) while something like Buspirone has a chance to take effect?
As a lay person, I am trying to help figure out the best way to treat what I see as Pinuki’s symptoms:  
  1. Persistent, chronic epistaxis (left-sided until ligation of carotid artery, bilateral after ligation, left-sided since starting doxy);  
  2. Generalized anxiety, specific noise phobia (which cannot be avoided)
  3. Seasonal allergies 
  4. Left-sided intermittent, stifle pain (because of the bleeding she is not getting arthritis supplements) 

As mentioned, the ideal goal of treatment would be cure. If that is not possible, stabilizing the symptoms and preventing the negative effects of chronic bleeding (i.e. anemia) – optimal health under the circumstances – would be good. How will we monitor the effects of chronic bleeding (i.e. bloodwork at predetermined intervals?) I will also follow up with Dr. Saylor regarding treatment options if we cannot stop or control the bleeding.

The information below is for your consideration and a follow-up to our appointment. I am inclined to start anti-anxiety medications sooner than later. 

Things to Consider:

Anxiety Medication – I would like to try treating the anxiety. There is a lot we do not know about what is going on with Pinuki. One thing I know for sure - she is anxious. She also has a specific noise phobia that cannot be avoided (noise generated by upstairs neighbors). And, managing the bleeds cause her considerable anxiety. Buspirone is Dr. Dodman's http://www.thepetdocs.com/cadog.html first choice for treating anxiety and noise phobias, but he says it's important to give a high enough dosage. It must be given continuously for at least four to six weeks in order to determine whether or not it will help. He recommends starting with 1 mg/kg twice a day, increasing to twice as much (1 mg per pound of body weight twice a day) if needed. Dr. Dodman says that when buspirone doesn't work for anxiety issues, it is usually due to the dosage being too low. He recommends starting with a dosage of 1 mg/kg of body weight twice daily. This dosage can be doubled if needed. 
Blood Pressure Medication - One other thing worth trying would be blood pressure medication -- I know her BP has been tested and is normal, but medication might still possibly be helpful. Amlodipine is strictly for BP; Enalapril is given to dogs with heart disease as it has other effects as well. Clonidine, which is used to treat anxiety and is short acting, is a human BP medication that could also be tried. It is short-acting, so not the type of thing that would work long term, but might be good to try for a few days to see if it helps. It is given to dogs with normal BP and so should be safe. Here's dosage information: Recommended dosage for anxiety is 0.1 mg for dogs <20 lb, 0.2 mg for dogs 20-50 lb, 0.3 mg for dogs >50 lb. It is given once a day with food. Effect lasts about 6 hours; may take one to two weeks to reach maximum effect. Should be weaned off to avoid a sudden spike in blood pressure. Dr. Dodman recommends dosages up to 0.05 mg/kg (1.36 mg for a 60-pound dog) twice a day or as needed. The drug takes effect in about half an hour and lasts three to four hours.
Antihistamines – Something other than Benadryl for the allergy symptoms. http://www.ingleburnvet.com.au/antihistamines.htm

Thoughts from Veterinarians:

Vivastem (stem cell fluid) :…if inflammatory it might [work], I did stem cell therapy on my guy.  There is a new stem cell option that your vet can even do in his office and does not require surgery to obtain the stem cell.  The company is vivastem.  It is 2 injections done 1 week apart and has been phenomenal in treating so many things.  I think it might help your dog… here is the link for the Vivastem I think you will find it exciting.  It gives hope when we cannot find it sometimes.  http://www.vivastem.com/index.html I don't mark it up a lot but in the big dogs it is around $300 per injection (this one anyway).  I know it does not talk about use for such things but it certainly wouldn't hurt. If it does it could open up a whole new use for it. I would use an injectin SubQ  Under the skin.

Interesting “lipoma theory” (at least to me): I am concerned about the lipoma left of the cervical spine.  I have seen other masses under lipomas but I would think that would be visible on an MRI.   Also, maybe the mass is pressing on other structures causing increased pressure to the head and neck.  That could explain why the bleeding is now on the other side too.  I dont know if there is a way to check blood pressure in the head alone.  Systemic blood pressure at the back end of the body may not be reflective of what is going on in the head.  I would try to get a bunch of different pressure readings at various times too.  Worst case, if all else fails, you may have to get the mass surgically removed or at least explored to make sure it is not the problem. 

I’d run an extended diagnostic PCR panel for a more complete infectious disease screen (chronic in nasal turbinates) than the Idexx panel, plus a fungal screen and also Neospora,  bartonella , and toxoplasmosis (raw meat ? ). The alternative is to treat her empirically for such disorders with doxycycline, clindamycin, and itraconazole or fluconazole (rather than ketaconazole, which has more side effects).  [not all at once ! ]. PART II I agree, after reading everything, that the lipoma is large enough to have pressed on her nerve supply and caused the pain.  I still think that there could be a fungal infection of the nasal turbinates, now that the epistaxis has shifted to the right nostril.  As she eats a raw diet, I’d either test her for toxoplasmosis (and Neospora, other fungi like aspergillus etc) or try a course of Clindamycin for 21 days. A course of itraconazole or fluconazole should be considered as well,  if the tests for other fungal diseases aren’t run. IF all else fails, I’d remove the lipoma.
Again, all the vets say the lipoma could not be causing the bleeds. Agreed, but it could be sending “molecular messages” to her vasculature in head and neck region.  

Repeat BMBT. Scinitgraphy with radiolabelled RBS's or selective angiography during a bleed to localize lesion (may be difficult due to left carotid artery ligation); may be able to perform chemical embolization for treatment during selective angiography. Nutritional evaluation for deficiences or excesses that may result in coagulation issues.

As an anesthesiologist, I guess I find it hard to relate the mri to the bleeding, although it is intriguing that it started after she had the scan.  Usually blood pressure under anesthesia is low, not high, and that protocol is about the most benign one that one can devise.   Has she had an abdominal ultrasound?  I didn’t see that listed on the list.  Sometimes abnormalities in the spleen can cause weird changes in platelet function too..  my bias is platelets, as we really don’t see other diseases that are not associated with masses in the nose that cause bleeding in normal animals…but it’s also my area of research.  How much does she bleed; is it always a small trickle, or is it a daily but intermittent large amount? bone marrow aspirate; sometimes disease in the bone marrow can cause alterations of the platelets and can also cause pain as well. PART II The only thing I know with regards to propofol involves lysis of red blood cells, and any dyscrasia should show up on the CBC, which is normal.  These also don’t show up after a single exposure, usually in cats, and usually after about a month of repeated propofol anesthesias..  She is one of the most bizarre cases that I’ve heard of…

Other Tidbits:

Sangre de Drago, from Wendy Groomes: it stops internal and external bleeding, they use it for machete wounds in the Amazon.

Bryonia (anecdotal) I went through the same thing with my 6.5 year old boy for 6 weeks before I put him down. I did not go through the group and tried the same things you mentioned you had used plus more including K9 Immunity. Bryonia did help a bit but there are still no answers after an autopsy as to what caused this. I could not take it any longer as he was severely anemic and the blood loss was getting greater each time.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Interceptor

Between July 25 and July 31, Nuki's bleeds - if I am remembering correctly - were not significant comparatively. On the 29th I gave her Interceptor. Yesterday and today the bleeds were/are very bad - amount, duration and frequency. Did the Interceptor cause/contribute to this? Of course I did not see anything on the company insert included in the box. I will do an internet search. If anyone knows anything, please let me know.

An Unhappy Start

...to an important day. Today is Pinuki's eighth birthday. It is not happy so far. She is bleeding profusely and most likely will spend the day at a vet's office. I have pulled out all the sheets and other floor coverings to capture as much blood splatter as possible. There is blood on my slippers, legs and arms. I did not have it in my heart to push her away - not on her birthday. It always seems to hurt her feelings. She is used to open arms.  Dr. Saylor is on vacation and I am waiting to hear from Dr. Maniet. Hopefully, we can get in to see her. I am where I feared we would be. Nuki needs medical care and I cannot pay for much beyond the basics. What am I suppose to do? The irony is, even if I wanted to (which I don't) or needed to (which is not necessary at this point), I cannot even afford to euthanize her. Dr. Saylor said to return to half the amount of Doxy and add the Clindamycin. I am starting that today. Please, please whatever you do - pray, think positive thoughts - whatever, do that now and often. Pinuki is the gentlest, sweetest, most loving soul. I am doing everything I can think of to help her through this and remain calm. Unless you have experienced this, you have no idea how impossible that is. I have cancelled work appointments for today to attend to, and be with Pinuki; losing income I need to generate, now more than ever. Just when I think my heart can break no more it does. After two hours, the bleeding has finally stopped. I am grateful for the smallest of "victories."

Monday, August 1, 2011

Happy Little Girl

...for a Bernese Mountain dog with chronic epistaxis. Ultimately, the bleeding stopped, hopefully with minimal damage. I hope now that she is on an iron supplement, despite the bleeds, she will continue to replenish her red blood cells and "beat" the anemia. The bleeds are still nothing like they were before the ligation of her carotid artery. I am so grateful. That surgery saved her life and continues to everyday. This bleeding is like a faucet that no one has been able to turn off, only turn "down."

The current pattern seems to be - blood "builds up" in her left nostril. She sounds congested and then after awhile - she has a "bigger" bleed that "clears her out. On Thursday, when I am home for a few days, I will add Clindamycin (antibiotic) to her regimen. I want to be with her so I can help if she has gastric upset. She seems to have some since we doubled the Doxy. I ordered slippery elm to see if that helps. At this point we are trying anything to see if it makes a difference.

Oh, the happy part...when I started writing this post Nuki was playing tug-of-war with her sister, rolling around and enjoying the start to her day. I am off to put aloe vera on her tummy (where she was shaved for the ultrasound). 

When the bleeds are minimal, I think we can stay together. But when the bleeds are bigger, I panic. I cannot bear the thought of saying no to treatment she needs because I cannot afford it. I need a contingency plan.  

Sunday, July 31, 2011

Just Pouring Out Her Nose

I gave her the Yunnan Bayaio and so far it is not working. I pulled out the utility blanket for her to lie on. It has been awhile since I have had to do that. I turned on Through a Dog's Ears. The blood is a steady stream pouring out her nose. Nuki will be eight years old on Tuesday. On Wednesday it will be five months that she has been bleeding.The previous several days I took off from work to take care of my health needs. We had some good days. Tomorrow I intended to go back to work. How can I? How can I not? How will this all end? It pains me to think of it. I can't stop crying.

Someone To Love Nuki

Nuki is in the middle of another big bleed. I can't fix this. I need to find someone who can afford to continue the quest to get Nuki well. I cannot. I have done more than I could. I have no more savings, no more equity in my home and no more credit. I need to look for a possible new home for her. I cannot wait until she needs emergency treatment, additional diagnostics or surgery. It is not fair to her.

Several weeks ago I e-mailed the breeder to clarify re-homing according to our contract. I wanted approval to be responsible for finding the home. She never responded. I want to try and place Nuki close to home. I can't imagine never seeing her again. If you or someone you know lives in the Washington, D.C. area and can love, and provide ongoing medical care for Pinuki, please let me know. Perhaps there is a veterinarian who would be able to care for her? I will find someone to work with me on evaluating homes. Right now I know I will not be able to do this alone.

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Weight

Nuki weighed 59 pounds until her recent vet visit when I was told she had gained a couple of pounds. I am not sure exactly how much, but am guessing she weighs no more than 62 pounds. Since the vet visit, I cut back on her food. I like to keep her trim for health reasons.

Important Notice from Nuki

Nuki wants me to make sure I tell you that Costco (at least in Arlington, Virginia) has12 inch bully sticks for $1.79. They are selling them in 12 packs. On the front and back of the package is a Bernese Mountain Dog.

More Diet Info

The bulk of Nuki's diet is made up of three commercial diets. I rotate the brands and protein sources. Two of the diets are complete raw diets that meet AAFCO guidelines - Aunt Jeni's http://www.auntjeni.com/ and Primal http://www.primalpetfoods.com/. The third diet is a dehydrated diet - Honest Kitchen Zeal http://www.thehonestkitchen.com/. I usually put a can of salmon or sardines (packed in water) in with the Zeal.

What Went Wrong

I am doing my best to document as much detail as possible in hopes of identifying some pattern - something that leads to resolving this for Pinuki. The day before doubling the dose of Doxy, I began giving Nuki 12mg Proferrin ES http://www.emedicinehealth.com/drug-heme_iron_polypeptide/article_em.htm. It is a heme iron polypeptide supplement used for iron deficiency anemia. I have been using it for some time. The day I doubled the Doxy, I restarted Pinuki on Tramadol, 75mg two times a day. The day after doubling the doxy, I increased the 50mg of Diphenhydramine HCL (a.k.a. Benedryl) from twice a day to three times a day. 

So, after I got through panicking the other day, I reviewed all the possible causes for the event. I was reminded that iron supplements can decrease the absorption of drugs such as tetracycline antibiotics (e.g., doxycycline ), so I am now giving the iron at least two hours apart from the doxy.

I am continuing the medication/supplement regimen detailed at the beginning of this post. Currently, Nuki appears to be doing better. She had two bad days - meaning she bled more and longer than, she had for some time. Yesterday and so far today, she has bled minimally. She still sounds congested. I know it is time for her next dose of Diphenhydramine HCL because nasal discharge and congestion sounds have increased "significantly." 

The doxy definitely seems to help. When I first started giving it to her, I assumed that meant she has an infection that is causing the epistaxis. When I asked Dr. Saylor about this he said doxy has anti-inflammatory effects and that could be an alternative reason why it works. Why would anti-inflammatory medication reduce epistaxis? I have been noticing the last few days, Nuki's gait seems "off." Too hard to explain. I might try to video tape it. "Structurally" she seems off. It seems like she is trying to compensate for the lipoma on the left side of her neck - something is "off" about her left side. I would love to consult again with Dr. Canapp http://www.vetsportsmedicine.com/about/staff_scanapp.html, the vet who did Pinuki's orthopedic evaluation, but I just cannot afford to. Drs. Saylor and Canapp know each other. Is it appropriate to ask Dr.Saylor to consult with Dr. Canapp in behalf of Pinuki? I don't always understand the etiquette involved with all this.

If you are reading this today, to your right is a picture of Pinuki that I took this morning. 

Monday, July 25, 2011

Hoping To Stop The Bleed

I gave Nuki Yunnan Baiyo - the red dot - hoping to stop the bleeding. Yesterday I was so hopeful the Doxy might resolve all this. I hate roller-coasters and I feel like somehow I wound up on one I cannot get off.

Unbelievable!

Yesterday and today, I gave Pinuki double the dosage of Doxycycline (300mg 2 times each day). Currently, she is having the worst nosebleed she has had since starting the Doxy in June. It is a unilateral - left-sided bleed. She has been bleeding for over an hour and a half. She has sneezed blood spatter and is bleeding onto the floor. Prior to the bleed, she was lying on her back playing with Kalu. When she turned upright, she sneezed and the bleeding began. There are gurgling sounds coming from her nose. I feel so helpless! What do I do now?

Sunday, July 24, 2011

I Am Not Alone

I have learned and continue to learn a lot. When I began asking for help with Pinuki I was so wrapped up in the challenges of our story I paid limited attention to the bigger picture. As a social worker, perhaps I know better than most, the challenges people are currently facing. None-the-less, I have been reminded - often - since seeking help for Pinuki, we are all facing the challenges of difficult times. The details of our stories are different, but the struggles are a shared experience. This reality is not lost on me and I try to give and do what I can (a bottle of water to a stranger waiting in the heat for a ride, a McDonald's breakfast to a hungry stranger). Less than I would like to give, but my way of remembering I am not the only one seeking or needing help. That is what makes all your kindnesses so extraordinary. Humbling. You are not alone. We are not alone.

Take Nothing For Granted

...and say "thank you" at least once a day. Not a sermon, just a thought (as a local preacher often says). How in God's name did people survive before air conditioning, heat pumps or fans?  I cannot even take a cold shower. Even with the faucet turned completely to cold water - the water remains at best warm. What is that all about? The adventure continues! Oh yeah, and thank you ;-)

Early Birthday Gifts

Dear Sponsors, a special thank you for all the early birthday gifts! Check out Nuki's birthday page to see what you gave her. Thanks to you, we now know definitively she does not have any masses in her abdomen causing the bleeding. We know that her hematocrit is now normal. She has enough food to stay in her home for a couple of months. And these are all early birthday gifts! Thanks so much! Nuki is a happy girl - or more accurately, a happier girl! Your kindnesses have made quite a difference in her life. May you receive all that you have given. I am forever grateful.

Doubling the Dose

Today is day one of doubling the Doxycycline. The bleeds are continuing to get worse. The congestion in her left nostril continues all day and night. The top of her nose is dry and cracked and aloe gel is not healing it. When she bleeds she licks her nose and that probably does not help. She is limping a bit. I suspect the positioning during the ultrasound aggravated whatever is going on with the old left stifle injury. I am giving her Tramadol for the pain. Keep her in your thoughts and prayers.

Saturday, July 23, 2011

Rhinoscopy

When Dr. Saylor did the rhinoscopy, he evaluated both the left and the right nostrils. He says, he is "not convinced" Pinuki has primary nasal disease.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Good News, Frustrating News

Nuki's bleeds are getting worse - not significantly - but getting worse none-the-less. As mentioned in an earlier post, the status change maybe allergy related (according to me). Discouraged and trying to stay on top of things, I decided to go ahead with an abdominal ultrasound (thanks to Nuki's sponsors who made it possible). I resisted for months. It was recommended by Dr. Saylor, Dr. Maniet, Dr. Smith (MRI vet), Dr. Franz (internist) and Dr. Kay (Speaking for Spot). My gut told me it would be normal, but the anxiety of not knowing definitively, the multiple recommendations and the continued bleeding prompted me to concede. [I am extremely grateful to Mary Straus of Dogaware http://www.dogaware.com/about.html for all her support, even though ultimately my anxiety won out over my instincts, I agreed with her "ideas." She and her website are an invaluable resource].

Pinuki's gallbladder. liver, spleen, kidneys, adrenal glands, urinary bladder, stomach, small intestine and colon are all normal.  In other words, Nuki has a normal abdomen. I am grateful. Jean has posted the results on Nuki's Longlease page http://bernese.biz/fundraiserPinuki.htm

A Complete Blood Count was done. Her hematocrit is now normal. She gained a couple of pounds. The MCV and MCH counts are low and the platelet count is high (although lower than it was 7 weeks ago). I think this means she has iron deficiency anemia, most likely secondary to chronic hemorrhaging. I will follow-up with the vets.

To sum up, Pinuki's nosebleeds continue daily, throughout the day; cause unknown; still the only symptom.

In the meantime, my abdomen increased two pants sizes and I recently found out the integrity of my clotting system has been compromised by a vitamin K deficiency. So welcome to my household - one dog with epistaxis, one dog at risk of epistaxis and me with clotting problems. Life is such an adventure!

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