Overwhelmed

I am not sure I can take it anymore. The bleeds are getting worse. I am assuming that means the Doxycycline is not working. The internist says Nuki is on the maximum dose. I am exhausted physically, mentally and financially. I am afraid to choose the next step because the "best" next step just might not be affordable. Then I will need to move fast to find her a home that will give her what she needs. I can't keep it together enough to hide my feelings from Nuki. It is not her fault.